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Describe a significant experience that has happened in the past year. How did it affect you? Are you grateful? Relieved? Resentful? Inspired?

A:
Purchased a home. not sure how i feel about it. annoyed at extra work? happy for more space?

lost bandit (rabbit), very sad, had no time to mourn so had to just get over it.

started a tea of the month program, insanity. very stressful.

tried to work 6-7 days a week by getting a job cashiering at a co-op to sell tea. failure.

went unconscious 72 hours from BP drop due to new med, scared me, i'll die alone and no one will know. the poor rabbit. i shouldn't have pets yet i am considering another.

Made an ass out of myself and missed last day of defcon-drunk, flu, and food poisoning.

I am not sure i feel things other than stress and shame. I should know what i feel shouldn't I? can you just not feel? everyone asks how i like having a house. I don't know. I own a house, it's a fact, i now have to deal with that fact. There is nothing to feel about it. I am just broken?

My overall feeling is, as always, head barely above water. Same place as always. no progress. failure.